32-year-old virgin who only eats raw fruits and vegetables reveals why she is saving herself – despite having a long-term boyfriend – as she says she is proud of being totally ‘pure’ but still ‘highly sexual’
- Kristina Carrillo-Bucaram, who is known on social media as FullyRawKristina, has opened up about being a 32-year-old virgin in her latest YouTube video
- The clip was actually filmed two years ago when she was 30 years old, but she said that she is still a virgin and everything she discussed still applies today
- The YouTuber, who has more than one million subscribers, explained that she was raised Orthodox Christian and wanted to save herself for marriage
- Whether or not she will wait for marriage is unclear, but Kristina said she wants to feel ‘deeply connected’ to the person she has sex with for the first time
- Kristina and her boyfriend Cash celebrated a year and a half together this week
A vegan YouTuber star has revealed why she is still a virgin at the age of 32, despite being a ‘highly sexual person.’
Kristina Carrillo-Bucaram, who is best known on social media as FullyRawKristina, has opened up about her decision to save herself for the right person in her latest video, which was actually filmed two years ago in Bali when she was 30 years old.
The Instagram influencer celebrated a year and a half of being with her boyfriend Cash this week, but when she released the clip, she explained that she is still a virgin and everything she discussed while filming it still applies to her today.
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Coming clean: Kristina Carrillo-Bucaram, who is known on social media as FullyRawKristina, has revealed that she is a 32-year-old virgin in her latest YouTube video
Throwback: The clip was actually filmed two years ago when she was 30 years old, but she said that she is still a virgin and everything she discussed still applies today
Kristina said she ultimately decided to share the clip because she finally felt ready to tell her story and believed that it could help others who feel pressured by society to have sex before they are ready.
At the time, she had just closed down her organic produce co-op, her business for more than a decade, and she said she was working on ‘transforming’ and ‘evolving’ her life.
Kristin, who is Ecuadorian and Lebanese, said she grew up in a ‘very Orthodox Christian’ home and ‘always did the right thing.’
‘I still uphold those beliefs and cherish them and love them,’ she said of her religious upbringing.
Looking back, Kristina said she was ‘pretty young’ the first time she experienced love in her first romantic relationship.
‘I was saving myself for marriage for this beautiful human who I still love very much,’ she explained. ‘Because for me, I couldn’t’ imagine a greater gift to give my husband than the one thing that nobody else could possibly ever have from me.’
In addition to her upbringing and her desire to save herself for marriage, Kristina said she started her first business at the age of 18 and barely had time for relationships.
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Goal: The YouTuber, who has more than one million subscribers, explained that she was raised Orthodox Christian and wanted to save herself for marriage
Right moment: Whether or not she will wait for marriage is unclear, but Kristina said she wants to feel ‘deeply connected’ to the person she has sex with for the first time
‘I’ve put so much of my passion, that drive, that energy, and, yes, a lot of that sexual energy into my career as well because it’s taken so much from me.’
The vlogger noted that a lot of times girls end up with guys who constantly pressure them to have sex.
‘Nobody takes time to get to know each other and to commit and to love each other,’ she said. ‘Because this right here is so scared. You’re not just having sex. You are exchanging energies.’
At the time, Kristina was still reeling about how things ended with her most recent love interest, explaining that it was the ‘most hurtful one’ out of the three relationships she had been in.
Although she insisted that she had forgiven him for the way that he had left, she was still struggling to forgive herself while recovering from the heartbreak nearly three years after the relationship ended.
‘Whether or not I am still saving myself for marriage, a requirement for me is that whoever I decide to give this to I must feel safe with,’ she said. ‘I want to feel like I’m deeply connected with them and loved by them.
‘This isn’t just a sexual act for me,’ she continued. ‘This is my purity. This is a part of my soul that you’re taking, or that I’m gifting to you. It would be really nice to know that that other person cherishes you enough in a way to where they can celebrate that connection with you.’
Cleaning: Kristina has been a raw vegan for the past 13 years. She only eats raw fruits and vegetables. She said her diet is pure, and she is also ‘sexually pure’
Owning it: Kristina said she feels proud of herself for ‘making it this far’ and not giving it up just because everyone else was doing it
Kristina stressed that like any other person, she has ‘urges’ and ‘desires.’ She likes to kiss people and hold them. She insisted she is ‘not a prude by any stretch of the imagination.’
However, remaining a virgin until she meets the right person and feels ready to give that part of herself to her partner is something that is still important to her.’
‘Not only is my diet pure — I only eat raw fruits and vegetables; it’s been twelve years that I’ve done that — but I’m sexually pure,’ she said.
Kristina admitted she has gotten ‘unsupportive comments’ from people in her life who know she is a virgin, but she feels proud of herself for ‘making it this far’ and not giving it up just because everyone else was doing it.
The YouTuber said she wants more than lust; she wants to develop a ‘deeply rooted connection’ with someone before having sex for the first time.
‘Yes, I am a highly sexual person, but I feel like I’ve almost numbed that part of myself for years because I felt like it was shamed upon in society for some reason. Shamed upon in my family for sure,’ she explained.
As for what kind of man she is looking for, Kristina insisted that she doesn’t have a type.
Normal human: The YouTuber, who is pictured with her boyfriend Cash, insisted she is a ‘highly sexual person’ with ‘urges’ and ‘desires’
Role model: Kristina said she hopes that the video will inspire her fans to ‘feel empowered’ to be their authentic selves
‘I think the most I could ever ask for is somebody with such a pure and loving heart that he would treat me like a queen and love me and just hold me,’ she said.
The social media star said she is done with people being ‘immature’ in relationships and shutting their partners out because they don’t want to communicate and work through things together.
‘I want a fully committed king. I want a man. Like, I want a real man. No more little boys,’ she said with a laugh.
When she does meet the right person, she doesn’t feel like being vegan will be an issue. In fact, she thinks it’s likely that the right guy will convert to her way of eating.
‘All three of my exes and the one guy that I dated all went vegan because of me,’ she said. ‘So, I feel like if you put me in a room with kings and one wanted to be with me, I’m pretty sure we would have the vegan discussion and everything would be fine. So, I am not too worried about that.’
Kristina’s YouTube channel has more than one millions subscribers, and in just one day, her candid video has received 328,000 views.
Many fans took to the comments section to say that they are still virgins themselves.
Look of love: Kristina shared this photo of herself with Cash in honor of their year-and-a-half anniversary this week
‘I’m a 32-year-old virgin too! I would never have thought you were one too,’ one woman wrote.
Another added: ‘I was a virgin until I was 38 when I got married. You are not alone and this is not that uncommon. Thank you for sharing your story.’
In her latest Instagram post, Kristina opened up about being a 32-year-old virgin and her decision to share the video she made two years ago.
‘Please know that me releasing this video is very personal to me,’ she wrote. ‘This is in no way a judgment to anyone who has made different choices in life, or who has experienced other traumatic experiences that weren’t their choice.
‘This is me sharing my story, and my journey, and why I’ve been a virgin up until this point. Please know that I love you, and I am compassionate and respectful to your journey as well.’
Kristina said she hopes that the video will inspire her fans to ‘feel empowered’ to be their authentic selves.
‘There’s so much pressure in society right now to be someone that your not and to do things you’re not ready for … and I am here to reassure you that you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do,’ she wrote. ‘This message is for everyone, both male and female.’
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