Britney Spears gives a peek at her WEDDING VEIL ahead of nuptials to fiancé Sam Asghari… as she laments being silenced during her 13-year conservatorship: ‘I was a f****** nun!’
Britney Spears decided to give fans a sneak peek at her wedding veil ahead of her upcoming nuptials to fiance Sam Asghari.
The princess of pop, 40, took to her Instagram on Saturday to share an adorable photo of her white veil on the floor, with the couple’s new cat Wendy laying on top of it.
In the same post she also ranted about her 13-year-long conservatorship and feeling silenced during those years: ‘I was a f*****g nun in my conservatorship!!! The prayer of silence I’ve endured would possibly offend the pope.’
The veil: Britney Spears decided to give fans a sneak peek at her wedding veil ahead of her upcoming nuptials to fiancé Sam Asghari in a new Instagram post
‘Introducing Wendy!!! It’s MEOW time boys and girls. And yes, that is the veil to my wedding dress!!!’ she wrote in the caption of her post
Britney and the Iranian fitness trainer got engaged in September 2021 and are currently expecting their first child together.
The musical sensation started out her post introducing her kitty and confirming that the white tulle in the photo was in fact her veil.
She then launched into a seven-slide text rant about ‘secrets’ as well as allegedly being ‘taken advantage of’ during her conservatorship and her upcoming memoir, which is set to be released at the end of the year.
Ready to tie the knot: The princess of pop, 40, and the Iranian fitness trainer, 28, got engaged in September 2021 and are currently expecting their first child together
In the first slide, the blonde beauty contemplated her upbringing and the fact that she wasn’t used to speaking up.
‘I will be honest I never spoke at all when I was younger. I think I was just shy because I can’t even stand in a room with people I don’t know, my anxiety is absolutely horrible,’ she stated.
‘Or maybe it was the way I was brought up… Meaning by tradition with adults you don’t speak unless your [sic] spoken to. I was extremely respectful yes ma’am and no ma’am. I honestly think I was too polite maybe the reason I was taken advantage of most of my life…’
Rant: In the same post she also ranted about her 13-year-long conservatorship and feeling silenced during those years
Silenced: ‘I was a f*****g nun in my conservatorship!!! The prayer of silence I’ve endured would possibly offend the pope’ she wrote
‘The secrets I’d had to hold the past 15 years I will say are honestly paralyzing. Imagine being told your whole life to be quite [sic]’ she continued.
Britney then detailed how those in charge of her conservatorship made her angry by continually ‘whispering’ around her.
‘Do you know how many times the people of the conservatorship would come to speak to me whispering?!? Uhhhh whats the big f*****g secret here?!’
‘I want to be open, yet when I acted that way they looked at me like was I crazy, even during shows with hundreds of people underneath the stage they would talk to me in a whisper. I swear I wanted to f*****g scream!!!’
Whispering: Britney then detailed how those in charge of her conservatorship made her angry by continually ‘whispering’ around her: ‘Why the hell are we whispering??!’
Questioning the system: She then took the city of Los Angeles to task, but questioning how they could have allowed the conservatorship to happen in the first place
‘They always came to me in their conservative stuck up of importance super f***** official way. Uhhhhh its like geez, nobody is standing around us!!! Why the hell are we whispering??!’
‘I had so many complaints I wanted to share and bring up only to be told to keep shut… but wait isn’t that what a woman of intellect is supposed to do?!? Speak up, rise to the occasion make people think,’ she went on.
The superstar continued to lament her previous situation, saying she’d been ‘ripped’ of her womanhood.
‘That’s why I said before… 100 percent I’d been ripped of my woman hood in those years and that’s a long time!!! Do you know how many times I was disrespected by people even my own SUPPORT and I wanted to literally raise hell!!! Show my grit as a woman let them know they ruined it for me!!!’
Family drama: She also took a dig at her younger sister Jamie Lynn Spears, 31, over her ‘drama book’ memoir Things I Should Have Said
Angry: The star kept on expressing her anger about the documentaries that had been done about her while she couldn’t speak up
She then took the city of Los Angeles to task, but questioning how they could have allowed the conservatorship to happen in the first place.
‘I still don’t understand how the state of Los Angeles could agree with what was done to me 4 years ago!!!’
Britney also detailed the tactics that were used against her by those in the conservatorship: ‘If I started questioning them their response was cold and quick and “if you keep this up you know what we can do to you!!!!” The worse response was she’s just crazy.’
Her side of the story: Britney then advertised her upcoming memoir, which is set to be released at the end of the year
‘Well one of the hardest parts for me was the last 2 years before it ended. Can you imagine??? How I wanted to literally explode and show my a** but wisely created a image on Instagram the only window to the outside world showing I’m ok.’
She also took a dig at her younger sister Jamie Lynn Spears, 31, over her memoir Things I Should Have Said.
‘See I’m fine for the love of God please end this!!! But that was the whole thing I couldn’t talk about it or be interviewed until it was over!!! Can you imagine with my sister and her drama book and what had happened to me???’ she continued.
‘How I literally wanted to blow the house down meaning explode!!! And I couldn’t keep having that all in. I had waited for that moment and it almost felt like an extremely painful and cruel joke.’
Having fun: In an earlier post she appeared to have a fun time with her other half as they ‘snuck’ into the men’s locker room together
The star kept on expressing her anger about the documentaries that had been done about her while she couldn’t speak up.
‘Then I started to get mad angry ALL THIS TIME!!! Then all the offers of money to tell my side of the story… all the documentaries were trash!!! I’m sure that was just ignition to move me forward but honestly I just wanted to spit in any persons face that came near me!!!!’
However, towards the end of her statement, she was managed to crack a joke, saying: ‘S**t maybe now I will need a conservatorship?! I’m bat s**t f****g crazy JUST KIDDING… well not really.’
First time for everything: ‘First time sneaking in the men’s locker room !!! …. I’m so curious as to what enticingly shockingly secrets are going else where ?!?!’ she wrote in the caption
Britney then advertised her upcoming memoir with what seemed to be a bit of a warning: ‘My book comes out the end of this year… Once it’s released not sure whats gonna happen folks!!!’
In an earlier post she appeared to have a fun time with her other half as they ‘snuck’ into the men’s locker room together, but still managed to take a small dig at her family.
‘First time sneaking in the men’s locker room !!! …. I’m so curious as to what enticingly shockingly secrets are going else where ?!?! My family did a fantastic job in exposing mine my whole life… I’m curious to what secrets they are hiding!!!’
Page Six reported in February that Britney’s bombshell book deal with publishing house Simon & Schuster is ‘said to be worth as much as $15 million’ and will discuss her career and her toxic family life.
Another dig: At the end of her caption, she took another dig at her family: ‘My family did a fantastic job in exposing mine my whole life… I’m curious to what secrets they are hiding!!!’
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