Molly-Mae Hague's recent YouTube video saw the 24 year old mother of one break down as she made an emotional parenting admission.
After proudly showing off her new Stanley Cup (a celeb fave drinks accessory) she began a makeup tutorial, letting viewers know that daughter Bambi, who she shares with fiancé Tommy Fury, was taking a nap.
Speaking of her baby monitor she says “these are the recipe for getting things done in life when you are a mum” and added: “they are elite”.
As Molly launches into her makeup routine she recalls a particularly challenging day home alone with daughter, Bambi. Speaking candidly to her audience she explained: "I came across a video which literally nearly made me cry.
"I was home alone with Bambi and she was only a couple weeks old. She was literally screaming and crying, she had colic.
"I was trying to start vlogging again and I was really trying to rush myself back to chatting to you guys and being back present for you guys. I was just desperate to not fall off.
"I think seeing that little video clip made me really reflect on how ridiculously far I've come and how genuinely as weird as it sounds I wasn't sure I was ever going to feel happy again. That's how hard I found the first few weeks.
"I'd say only now am I really experiencing what I believed motherhood would look like and Bambi's nearly seven months old.
Taking a moment to send words of encouragement to other new mums out there the star continued:
"I don't want to sound like a broken record as you know I have spoken about motherhood a lot and how I found it a lot harder than I thought I would but I just want to say to those others mums out there that have that young, newborn screaming baby and you're finding it really, really hard.
Molly-Mae promised viewers tuning in that things really do get better as she elaborated:
"I know I've said it so many times but I just want to reiterate it, I promise you it gets so much easier."
After her candid chat, Molly-Mae was keen to bring things back to the original makeup theme of her video. She showed off her newly beautified looks with a fresh face of makeup, explaining to fans: “I love you millions. Thank you so much for sticking around” before teasing her exciting upcoming schedule, on which she vows to bring fans along for in her upcoming vlogs.
Molly-Mae revealed that she was headed to London soon for a shoot, before jetting off to New York to shoot a “really exciting campaign” in under two weeks time.
There was a tinge of sadness in her voice once again as she reveals that this will be the longest time she has left daughter Bambi for. Viewers in the YouTube video comments were keen to support Molly-Mae, with one thanking the star in a movie comment which read:
“This has made me bawl my eyes out, I’m going through the early stage of new mother hood, my baby is 5 weeks old and I’m really finding it so hard.. I feel like its just going to stay like this forever and it’s never going to get easier, I really needed to hear this right now. My mums just had to come to help me at 3am as he’s screaming with colic and reflux, I’m sleep deprived and so upset with myself. Thank you for making me see a light at the end of this struggle. This is literally the hardest yet best job I’ve ever had x”
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